My message to our 2nd MONTHSARY ♥ ♥ ♥

Sometimes I don't know if I'm still worth it
for the love that you've given me. . .
I don't know if I really deserved to be trusted again. . .
I know I've already betrayed that trust

but I'm really trying to pick my self up
and bring myself back o the same old GIN that you knew. . .
sometimes I feel that I don't deserve you anymore. . .
we used to be happy and contented with our lives
was it just a test? I really don't know. . .

all I ask from you is to keep on holding on
I know there's still tomorrow for us. ..
I know there's still "YOU and ME. . ♥ ♥ ♥"

I promise that I will never leave you
and you're the one that I want to spend
the rest of my life with. . .

I almost broke that promise. . .
or perhaps I should say that
I've already broke that promise. . .
but there you are. . .
giving me another chance to stand up
and prove to you about the promises I've made.

You're giving me another chance
to fix everything that's broken. . .
broken by me. . .I'm so sorry. . .

maybe I am not really good in loving you. . .
I thought what I've given you was the best. . .
maybe it was the best love that we both shared
that's why you're trying to save this relationship
and forget everything that I did to you. . .

There you are trying to pick me up again
and trying to wash the pain inside me. . .
why are you so good at it?
It's as if you've never been hurt. . .
you're simply amazing. . .

I should have love you even more. . .
my love. . .my life. . .

♥ ♥ ♥ "Love you so much mhine_EN" ♥ ♥ ♥
♥ ♥ ♥ Happy 2nd monthsary. . .♥ ♥ ♥

love much:♥ ♥ ♥ "mhine_GIN" ♥ ♥ ♥